So, I have touched base in my new home - which is wonderful :Tears:

The house is just... words cannot describe it. Funnily - and maybe eerily - I feel something inside stirred by this house - like I know it; or one like it in a past life. Not that I believe in stuff like that but it brought to mind a really weird thing that happened to me, and as I was in a rambling mood I thought I would share it with you all because... well i just love to share

Ok, so I was trolling Blackpool with my little sister for her eighteeth birthday get-away; just minding my own business and looking at the wares on the street (For those of you who do not know Blackpool it's a bit of a dive, but has an awesome theme park - hence the reason we ventured there). Suddenly this lady grabs my arm and I feak out, kinda jerking my arm away and she lets me go all apologetic.

She looks at me and says "I really need to talk to you."

I kind of looked at my sister who is - lol, she was like standing frantically shaking her head giving me 'that' look, the one that was saying 'she is a psycho and probably has a cleaver under her coat Theresa, run!', but something inside compelled me to speak to the woman so I just looked at her and kind of smirked and said. "Alright."

She pulled me to her and said "I know you are having a hard time just now," - now this got my attention because I had just had a pretty rough time at work and me and my fiance were having money troubles so it was true "but I want you to know things will get better."

"You have two guardian angels in heaven watching over you, and they want you to know that everything is going to get better for you - they know you, although you never knew them, and they care about you very much. They can see the heavy burden you carry looking after everyone and they want to give you their strength."

Now that initially made no sense, but then later I thought about it and my mother had twins before I was born but the died prematurely, so I was meant to have three older brothers and instead only have one.

Then she said "I know you love your sisters, and this one is hard-headed as a bull, but she will need you soon because someone cast out of the family is going to get sick, really sick, and it's going to be a hard time for everyone, but your courage and strength will see them all right."

A week or so after this event I found out my father had terminal cancer, which caused a massive rift in the family.

She then said "And as for your money worries, don't worry. Something is coming your way that will help with that" Shortly after this a cheque came in the mail with a tax rebate that helped clear up the problems we had.

She then said to me that i was a lovely person but that I didn't give myself as much time as i should - that I deserved to be looked after every now and then instead of doing the looking after all the time. She also told me that I would have three children - one boy would be meticulously tidy, the other would weat glasses when he was older and the third would be a baby girl - well she got that last one wrong, I had another boy - but eveything else was so eerily right...

My point is, the feeling I get in this house is the same eerie feeling I got speaking to that woman. It feels like I am on the right path when I am here.

This woman didn't ask for any money, she just told me all this completely out of the blue - and there was no way she could have known that much about me, I don't live anywhere near Blackpool!

Sometimes it makes me wonder if there are things out there...

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